I am loving work. I know its only been 4 days but its been quite liberating going off to work each morning. Maybe its still a novelty at the moment but I think its going to be a really interesting job. I have totally faced my fear about driving this week. I've had to go off to all sorts of places and I feel very proud of myself because so far I have done it and its been ok. I have had some comedy driving moments where I have been driving round and round big roundabouts 3 or 4 times because I've been in the wrong lane and been too scared to change lanes but apart from that no major disasters so far (touches wood!)
I do keep having moments of self doubt though.Everyone else seems so confident and knowledgable. I know I am new but I feel like I don't have an opinion on anything sometimes. I doubt my ability to do anything and wonder why they have chosen me for this job when there must have been much better candidates. I feel like I will be found out any day now! Its a confidence thing I guess.
I've almost re-organised my sewing room now. Will post some photos soon. Its fab and was a present from Jon for my birthday. Hopefully when its all finished I can find my sewing mojo again and get motivated to start making things. Anyway better go and get ready for work tomorrow!